Is it a crime to feel this good?!

I know its not, but I can't ever remember feeling so good for an extended period of time. Not like this. A true feeling of happiness. And not externally, either. My chiropractor yesterday told me I found a "New Normal". I like that. Franklin told me today that he hopes I don't get burned out and quit. I know I've done that in the past but this feels so totally different. The drive and motivation I feel right now is fun, not a chore. I don't dread going to work out. I don't have a "goal" in mind, like ___ lbs by summer, or to wear ___.

I bought a new workout top and short sleeved hoodie today. In WHITE. White is not a fat person color. Granted, they are tops and not bottoms. If I ever dare to wear white pants, it will be like the second coming. But I put this new workout top on, and its so fitted that I feel weird. Then I put the hoodie on, and ZIPPED it.

I have never, as a fat person, ever really zipped anything. You wear it loose and baggy. Covers more up that way. And makes you look thinner. So I put these two new items on, zip up and go, and have already been told by my sister, mother and the hairdresser how skinny I look. I have never equated skinny = me in any way, shape or form. Still cracks me up because I am not skinny. Far from it. I definitely feel skinnier, thinner. And I'm amazed at how wearing these whites on top do make me look thinner. I thought only black did that. Go figure.